gosh... yesterday was so amazing! and its juz the most perfect valentines day i have ever had. Even though i did'nt manage to celebrate it with adi, my friends were there for me!

so, as promised, i met francine at harbourfront mrt. and we waited for AJ to come. Francine said that AJ will be a bit late coz she's in the bus to the mrt station. so, there goes the 15 min drama from francine... and after 15 min, francine said that we should go first to find places. and AJ will be joining us later.

when we're at the skypark, suddenly i saw AJ. Shocked for awhile, and still dumbly haven't realised that its a plan. i seriously thought AJ came up using another escalator. And the next thing, i saw Nisha's butt. Then i started wondering... hmm... before i can say anything, nisha shout for me to blow the candles first. and after that, then i realise what was happening. i did'nt know i was that SLOW! =D

so, the party started. we fooled around, fight, kissed, eat, and play around. seems childish, but FUN! =D

Joshua came with his band mates, and i did a marathon to catch him. the reason? he splashed water on me! on my shirt! of course, few of them helped me lots. =)

It went quite well. thanks Nisha for planning the whole thing and the wonderful chocolate cake. even though there's not enough layers and thick, its still nice and yummy...=P

valentines day 2009 is the best ever...thank you to my friends!

Is it my fault when 15 bucks gone from my wallet? if anybody say yes, u gonna get killed by me tonite. It's as if i want the money to fly away so much. wat the fuck. the only hobby parents like to do is blaming their kids. like my mum and dad. they didnt even want to try blaming themselve first, instead put on t on the kids.

And bf is so useless. I mean really USELESS. Planned 1001 things for valentines andthe end, can't booked out. wat the hell. Idiot morron. and there goes my bdae celeb.

today, my tears are flowing for free. anybody wants? juz come by my house with a jar.

My life now is all about assignments.. hmm... 3 essays to go on.. and i'm hiking on neuropsych..

Class gettin hyper...with all sorts stories here and there... commotions about friendship and all bullshits..

My cliques now:

Francine, Dwi, Nisha, AJ, Gee, Thomas, Jasbir, Joshua.

Happy with it for now. =)

Oh ya, tell me peeps, can a thick, ugly lips become a model? oh yeah, can, in hell.

this month, will be a happy one..=) i'm gonna be legally 18 on the 16. wow, so much of learnings for the past 17 years i'm alive.. hmm.. i have already set a wishlist...=) people, presents pleassse!

This few days had been a rushing one for me. haiix.. i am so damn tired. run here and there. day and night. With my bro, family probs, friends, hang out and assignments, i'm struggling to juggle everything in balance.

Days have gone and pass by. but everything seems not moving. i'm still here, stuck with the old damn probs that always makes me feel like breaking down. But, luckily, eveybody gives me hand to support me. Friends cheer me up, family motivate me alot. I know i should be grateful with what i have. but, as a human, i tend to be thinking that i must be more better than what i am now. I have to admit i did do mistakes here and there, but that does'nt mean i have to be punished in all ways. from left, right, up and down, everything seems to be attacking me and shooting me with problems non-stop. Where am i suppose to hide the feelings of piss off and give up?

Wherever i go, i will always look out for people. All different kind of people for me to study. And what i saw motivate me, even though abit. Some people is worse than me, and some, don't even have guidance in their life. I feel pity for them, but who is going to feel pity for me? People always say i am from a well-being family and stuffs, but they don't know that well-being family do have emotional probs to solved about. I know i sounds so pathetic and whatever u might be thinking, but thats the truth.

The problem is, when i don't know what to do in the end, i tends to go with the flow. But, i never think is that flow the right path for me? I seems to drift towards everything that shoots me and tends not to save mydelf, yet i gave myself up for them. I just can't see where i am going, where the flow is taking me to. anyone, take me to a safe journey where i won't get hurt easily. where all dreams come true and where all moments are sweet. i'm praying hard.

yesterday, results for last term came out...and guess wat? I got CP for stupid rasimah's paper, R for bladdy cheekum paper! like wat the fuck! we did the best and thats the best they can give? wa lau! i hate the lecturers! But, the only positive thing is I got C for Psycho writing...=) fuhh.. at least 1 C.

today's a dull day.. i guess i will be infront of the laptop for the whole day... and tmr there's lesson in the morning.. feeling like slacking ard tmr afternn..=) hmm...town is my home already for all of us..=)

yesterday was Shobha's 20th birthday... and we celebrated it in school as well as New York Pizza at citylink mall..Shobha actually suppose to treat all of us, that is equivalent to 5 persons, but ended up till 10 people. =) so,, the price shot up till 300 bulks.. Thank you Shobha! All of us gone mad and crazy...haha..=)




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so today, there's caroline class.. and as expected, the sch open at 10am. u know what? i met francine and Dwi at cityhall mrt station.. i got a bladdy sacarstic shock when i saw Dwi without specs and a sunglasses hanging on her shirt! hahaha! =D omg!! gosh, kalau ord kampong tu, memang orang kampong jugak! =) she just told me few days before that she can't see totally without her specs.. haha.. anw, nice try Dwi..

so...yea..thats it for today... tmr no class! wohoo! =D

fine..this week went quite smoothingly well...=) am happy with it... and...no exciting news to blog about.. so... yeah..=)

Yesterday was such a fun day for me and few of my friends! A gal's day out that turned quite well! well, actually we're supposed to be serious... coz we'went to Orchard Hotel to survey some Australia Universities open house.. quite fun actually..hehe..from one booth to another. hehe..=) the most enthusiastic person is... of course... DWIPUTRI! hehe...=) Oh, and AJ have applied for one of it! =) Gd luck gal!



And after that, we went to McD.. of course..our laughter is the most awesome! hehe...=D and the laughter is lead by francine martine! oh..we found out that Ashwini is the most clumsiest and untidyness eater!!! =)

Brookes, u gonna be kidding right? I mean... u broke the so 'fascinating' news to us like in the last minute. wow! wat a wonderful thing to do.

I mean... its like so simpe thing to change Universities and courses in a day.. wtf! i think u guys are ruining the students future... and i MEAN it.

so... tmr planning to go to Orchard Hotel to survey some Uni's open house.. going there with my clique.. and hanging out after that.. must be fun.. hehe...=)